Wednesday, May 11, 2005

Porn

I've been using my dad's laptop lately so that I could accomplish the heroic feat of writing 4 papers no matter where I was.

Tonight I went to the "My Documents" folder where I had saved a few of my papers, to delete them as I am all done and needed to save them to the server instead.

I saw a folder called "Stories," so I looked. I was expecting VFW related stories.

It's porn.

My dad is the CO of the VFW: Veteran's of Foreign Wars. And he's dling porn in his spare time. On a pc that's supposed to be strictly for VFW stuff.

So what did I do? I opened three of them and left nasty notes, especially the one that details disgusting visions of bondage: the woman gets blindfolded and her labia gets pierced with an "S" so she can be the guys "whore" but against her will, but of course she really did like it and had an orgasm (please note this is pure sarcasm).

Fucking disgusting.

I think the note I left on that one says, "Bondage porn is not cool, dad." And on the other I said, "That you read this shit when 3 women live in the house is disgusting. Remember you have daughters; would you want this done to them??" He'll know who wrote it but I doubt he'll say anything. This also might mean that I won't get to use the laptop anymore, but that's okay since the semester is now officially over for me anyway.

Somewhere around January/February, I was on the desktop signed on under his name and I looked in "My Favorites," curious if mine would show up if logged in under his name, etc. Instead I found a bunch of bondage porn sites. I didn't know they were bondage of course 'til I clicked on them.

Found out that my upchuck reflex still works pretty good, too. The women didn't look much older than my sister, who is now 27. Shit, they didn't look much older than 18. There was one woman who so contorted which is also how I found out that my upchuck reflex still works.

Needless to say, I deleted every last one. Let him do that shit when I don't live here for fucks sake.

My friend asked me if he ever said anything about his mysteriously missing porn links. "HAH!" I said. "What's he gonna do, ask all of us where his porn went?" I bet my mom has no idea he has this disgusting habit.

What is it with guys and porn anyway? The first story I read isn't so bad bc it's purely meant for eroticism, but even that didn't represent the woman as equal and exoticized the black man.

Agh. Thank goodness it was only words this time. After seeing those links he saved and a documentary called "Not a Love Story" in one of my classes, I'm not interested in seeing pron images for a very, very, very long time.